Well its been 3 months since my last post and I am as fat as ever.
I am stressed because of my dissertation and my eating to this point has been a bit out of control.
I have decided to take charge of my life again, that is making time to study but also give myself time to be me. I am going to make a plan of attack for both my eating and my study and work. You only get one shot at life and I refuse to spend the next 4-6 months being so stressed I lose myself again. I am 6 months away from my wedding and it will be the happiest time of my life. I will be a happy bride whatever size I am , and whether I have passed my Masters or not as I am marrying the most amazing man I have ever met. He cares not about my curves, me intellect or my pay packet so why should I ?
So from tomorrow
- I will eat healthily but not stress if I fall off the wagon
- I will study as much as I can but I will stop and make sure I smell the flowers once in a while
- I will make time each week to enjoy planning my wedding and relax.
which means from tomorrow I will remeber that despite dress sizes, academic achievements and pressure to achieve perfection at the end of the day I am actually quite happy being me.
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